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posted on Sunday, September 28, 2008 @ 9/28/2008 12:04:00 PM | back to the top.
Friday was smashing. That's all I can say and will say. Got to know NEW people. All for the glory and progress of FB huh Fuji? LOL...I can say we're still far but we definitely are on the right track. That night I made one big decision. To give up on her because there's no point in loving someone who will never love you back. I'm going back to my old self. I was also bit rusty dancing that Friday night but things will get better. Let's drink the drink of life and give toast to the 7 deadly sins of man. HAHAHAHA!A manifestation of vindictive anger, Possessed my entire body making me its slave. My eyes filled with fury and vengeance, Ready to start my tidal crime wave. Relaxation and procrastination, Describe my current philosophy. I am nothing more than a sloth, Showing others how deadly sins can be. Greed is another sin, Which seems to have no cure. Always wanting and needing, More and more and more. Lust is a contagious sin, That we all experience from time to time. In fact I'm experiencing it right now, Who wants to be my partner in crime? Yes..people want our life, I'm sure it's our destiny and fate. They should be envious of the privileged, Regardless of the fact that we're not that great. We're amazing, smart, irresistibly sexy, All together swirled. More famous than famous, We WILL be celebrities to the world. Everything in our path, Must never go to waste. Scarfing down anything and everything, Even after we lose all taste. Dedicated to FB posted on Thursday, September 25, 2008 @ 9/25/2008 11:40:00 PM | back to the top.
I hate it when people ask me stupid questions and remarks when I'm tired. I got a few today which totally pissed me off. I think the work stress is getting onto me...I don't know...maybe it's just cause I feel damn down that she didn't go with us for the movie that night. Fuck. I don't feel like giving a damn anymore.Stupid question/remark #1:"Hey, you're in the office!" Obviously...Where else would I be when you're telling me that IN the OFFICE? Stupid question/remark #2:"Just out of curiosity...how come your lines are engaged on the weekends huh?" The MOST stupid customer off all time... Stupid question/remark #3:"Are you sure it's safe to use the credit card on this website(Apple Store)?" Stupid...it's the Apple Store...if they conduct frauds for credit cards, who is ever going to buy the IPODs online already? More stupid questions followed after this.. Stupid question/remark #4:"Are you sure these IPODs are real?" ULTIMATE STUPIDITY...It's from the FREAKING APPLE ONLINE STORE!!! Stupid question/remark #5:"How come your friends bought S size tee for you?" Shit...did I grow fatter? Taller? any BIGGER? I've always been a S...even though my mom knows it...she still asks this stupid question Stupid question/remark #6:"Where are you?" If MAO asked this when he calls my HP I wouldn't mind, but if you call up the house number and I pick up...and you still ask me this? Gosh...Is your brain functioning SLOW? Ok...guess that's enough ranting for the night. Goodnight. posted on Saturday, September 20, 2008 @ 9/20/2008 08:03:00 PM | back to the top.
I feel like telling Mao this straight in the face...If you want to get rich so badly...god will never let you become rich If you want to make your family feel the happiest...god will make you the richest man alive If you can't get rich...it just means you CAN'T get rich...no point trying and wasting precious time and money WAKE UP OLD MAN! Stop giving excuses for your ridiculous proposals...and if my dream shatters because of you...I'm NEVER going to forgive you for what you've done. posted on @ 9/20/2008 10:54:00 AM | back to the top.
Bored...Tired...Expired. Bored because everyone is out having fun while I'm at home due to house arrest by Mao and I am compelled to work everyday. Tired because work has been so tedious and it's become so mundane I'm starting to hate it. Expired because I'm out of ideas how to get her...I just feel like showing her this blog but I'm scared of the outcome. On the streets and in my dreams, What I see is what it seems. Every face has your eyes, Though it's mine telling me lies. Every sound has your voice in it, I look around every minute. Is it all illusions? Or are they my delusions? posted on Sunday, September 07, 2008 @ 9/07/2008 10:41:00 PM | back to the top.
Fuck...got home drunk from yesterday...Mom got pissed...complained to the whole family, everyone called to scold me today, Mao gave the worst scolding obviously, think I can stop clubbing for good till I'm released from this bloody prison. Yes I know it's my fault for drinking over the limit, I apologized, but just get over it, how does scolding and talking with such sarcasm even help with the situation, it's just gonna piss the shit out of me. Fuck. The sarcasm in my mom's words this morning just made me boil up.."Oh you're awake already? There's 1 bottle of Martel in the showcase go finish that and get drunk again ah...then you can go back to sleep"...What the fuck...and tomorrow work resumes again...don't even have the mood to go...imagine for 3 months I have to pick up calls and hear complaints..gosh what a fucked up job. I think this has been my most vulgar post till date...I'm sorry but I just need to get all the frustration out from my system and this is the only way. It's also been about 3 days since I've talked to her also, but I don't think anything good will come out if I'm in this type of mood...sigh. If time allowed me to reverse some past events, I’d push for some much needed prevents. I would toss away all of the pretense, And present instead my arguments. If it meant never writing another word, Or keep myself from being heard. If that’s what it takes for freedom to remain. I’d silence the thoughts within my brain. Whatever it is, whatever it takes, I’d do anything for it, no matter the stakes. If I can’t drink nor romanticize, Where’s the excitement and surprise? This prison haunts me, Controlling what I say and do. Bounded by chains I can't see, Only in my dreams am I are free. They may be the puppeteers, But I am the hand that holds the shears. I'll make sure no one ever interferes, By then even of Mao I'll hold no fears. It's times like this I stare into blank space, And tears from anger race down my face. My emotions an unsolved case, My real soul leaves without a trace. I WILL decide how I live my life, So just stop filling me with all this strife, It'll just fuel my anger that's already rife, Lord over me I'll make sure to bring the knife. posted on Monday, September 01, 2008 @ 9/01/2008 09:28:00 PM | back to the top.
Just came back from work. Gosh was it a boring yet tiring day. I'm allocated to the telesales department, not really something I wanted to do but yea..I had no options to choose from. For like the first few hours before lunch break, I was given a computer and was told to read about the department I was working in and other crap. Jotham and I were so bored we kept going in to the pantry for refreshments. Then went for lunch at this place that sells Indo food, totally ripped us off man. Then went back to the office, we couldn't log back into our computer systems because we weren't given a Id and Password yet so we sat around doing nothing and chatting about the other staff. Then we were given these 2 thick books of what our job scope will entail to read, almost fell asleep reading it. I was seriously damn tired, especially because I couldn't even get to sleep before heading to work. Jotham was the lucky one..bastard took the seat which was surrounded by all the young lady staff..hahaha..ass never gonna forgive him for chucking me to the retard side of the department. The only thing I did today that could be labeled as "work" was photocopying some documents. I swear this is the first time I am worked in a company and felt so bored and TIRED. Hope tomorrow will be a much better and less boring day at work.Here comes my insanities, I start speaking in profanities. My mind held by a thread, As I'm sucked away by dread. Lick this melted lollipop, As it rolls down the drop. Merry go round we go, As I down another java jo. Pull my hair and smack me, For I've lost all my sweet sanity. Spinning, and spinning, I'm nowhere near living. posted on @ 9/01/2008 12:33:00 AM | back to the top.
While exploring a creek,A young girl I spied on. For it was by excruciating pain, The sight I saw could kill me. Hand in hand they walked together, with her head slumped down. There beside her was someone else, A dreadful sight I couldn't bear to see. It did more damage than a stranger could There comes a day where I will forget, But for now its embers burn, And I let it consume me. My eyes still pinned on her, Train of thoughts raced through my mind. Despite it all my feeling still stays for her, But it's sadness which leaves trails behind. posted on Friday, August 29, 2008 @ 8/29/2008 11:28:00 PM | back to the top.
Yes...blogging again since "SOMEONE" asked me to. Anyway I've been wanting to blog for quite some time already but just too damn lazy to. Days before my last paper on the 27th were nuts man...no one would even expect that I still have exams going on. I went to play pool,jackpot,drink,movies and I only started studying the day before. But what the heck...I had all the tips ready and I already scored 40 marks out of the 50% from my previous ICAs so I just needed like 10 marks to pass. So yea...Wednesday was my exam and damn it was easy. MOST to MOST I think I could lose like only erm...10 marks? hahaha. Anyway went shisha after the paper with all the FBs...fun as usual. Ate dinner there as well...my "Boss Favorite" meal SUCKED...it was just an egg fried with cheese inside and fries as the side dish. Regretted ordering it. Shisha on the other hand was not too bad...had our favorite cherry mint and a flavor, apple mint. Not bad at all. Thursday...yesterday..went drinking with the BoBs at night, mongo madness. Carlsberg Special Brew, first time I got tipsy on 4 cans of beer. Well that's to be expected if the alcohol content of the Special Brew was 8.8% compared the normal can which is 4.1%. But even in that state I still managed to write a poem just thinking of that someone..hahaha. Anyway, today I went on a massive shopping spree, though the actual plan was to go meet her at the COMEX fair where she was working. Bought another formal shirt from ZARA and also a pair of gray slim fit jeans...not SKINNYs. Then headed to Queen's Couture and got a pair of dark denim Good Society skinnys. After which me and Jegan headed for Suntec to the COMEX fair. He went to find JK, Jotham and Nana who were working at the SONY VAIO counters selling laptops. Seriously, the main reason why that Indian Joker Jegan who thinks he's Mandingo(some black pornstar with a big...)hahahaha, is Shahirah Price, student from our SBM school, who was also working at the fair, only diff is that she was there to model. So I followed "Mandingo" and after that he followed me. In the end, the long wait to see her ended. Met her there and passed her the lozenges I got for her. Haven't seen her in school for at least a month or so already, and though I spent like only 3-4 mins there, I was happy. Yes, I am an idiot but...that's me. Went to eat with "Mandingo" at Marina Square, after that went to Club Marc and bought another bag for Monday's start of work. Came back home for dinner with my whole family...had a mix of Chinese and Indian food which my mom cooked. Watched Blood Diamond with my sisters, I swear the ending of the movie NEARLY brought me to tears. Great movie...just sent her a goodnight message...sigh...hope I wasn't disturbing her sleep or anything.I’m drunk on the words I speak With every sip of beer my mind becomes more oblique This is my addiction, and the glass is running dry In my dream I take a hit from your eyes, I’m sure its just the alcohol Working in my veins That’s got the words you say Driving me insane And I’m getting high on your eyes Each glance and I’m floating more And I’m losing feeling, but its no surprise Just a hit from your eyes brings me to the floor This infatuation intoxicating me But I fight the urge to be Look in your eyes, and another hit will take it over But once my addiction is fed, it’ll take me over And is this all to life? Is this it? Or if its love, is it really worth it? But I’m sure its just the alcohol working in my veins Making all the blood rush to my brain posted on Saturday, August 16, 2008 @ 8/16/2008 11:06:00 PM | back to the top.
Since the Beijing 2008 Olympics have started few athletes have amazed me so far. The first was China's Liu Chunhong.![]() Damn was she a strong woman. She broke 3 weightlifting world IN 1 Day. All the other competitors were at their second or third attempt for Clean and Jerk lift while Liu Chunhong came out to stage and showed them what weightlifting was all about. She came on and at her first attempt, secured first place. Her second attempt broke the Olympic Record and her third attempt broke the World Record lifting 158 kilos(3 of me!). Not to mention she also broke the world record for the snatch lifting 128 kilos and also the total combined weight lifted by lifting a total of 286 kilos in 3 attempts. Now isn't that something. The next person to amaze me is non other than U.S.A's top swimmer Michael Phelps. ![]() Well although it was pretty much anticipated that he would come out tops for swimming in this year's Olympics, I never expected him to break all the World Records in the events he's participating in. So far he's participated in 7 events. First Event - 400 m individual medley - 4:03.84 NEW WORLD RECORD Second Event - 4 x 100 m freestyle relay - 3:08.24 NEW WORLD RECORD Third Event - 200 m freestyle - 1:42.96 NEW WORLD RECORD Fourth Event - 200 m butterfly - 1:52.03 NEW WORLD RECORD Fifth Event - 4 x 200 m freestyle relay - 6:58.56 NEW WORLD RECORD Sixth Event - 200 m individual medley - 1:54.23 NEW WORLD RECORD Seventh Event - 100 m butterfly - 50.58 NEW OLYMPIC RECORD Courtesy of Wikipedia. His Eighth and final event is 4 x 100 m medley relay which I think another WORLD RECORD is going to be broken. I swear this guy is like a fish, his jump start already beats the rest of the swimmers by half a body, when he switches around the 50m mark, he pushes himself much deeper and further into the water than the rest to extend his lead and his freestyle technique is what I believe has reached the pinnacle of perfection. Michael Phelps is a near perfect swimmer. The last athlete to amaze me came along today. His name is USAIN BOLT, hailing from Jamaica. ![]() This guy is extraordinary, he has this aura around him that at the very moment you look at him, anyone would go "WOW, this guy looks really fast". I first saw him yesterday at the 100m heats where he easily thrashed the rest of the other competitors. Can you believe this guy is so fast, that at the 50m mark he has almost a 8m lead from the rest of the runners. This was what happened in the heat and what shocked me is the fact that he started jogging and waving to the crowd from the 70m mark. The timing for his heat was 9.99sec. Scientists have calculated that the fastest any human being can run 100m is 9.48sec and with careful calculations at the rate things are progressing, this is expected to only happen probably in the year 2162. But I doubt that today! USAIN BOLT is the fastest man that will ever walk this earth. Today he broke HIS own World Record of 9.72sec with a timing of 9.68sec and I'd like to stress, he jogged to the finish line again from the 70 or 80m mark. So yea...I'm still waiting to see the day he sprints the whole 100m. I think he'd make 9.48sec then. And he's still participating in the 200m race and the 4 x 100m relay. I don't really see anyone challenging him and the Jamaican team for the Gold this year for these events. Yup, that's all I wanted to blog about today, my Olympic experience so far. Anyway, if there "happens" to be any video of USAIN BOLT in action today on YouTube or anywhere, I'm sure to post it up here. posted on Thursday, August 14, 2008 @ 8/14/2008 03:32:00 AM | back to the top.
It's 3.33am in the morning and here I am blogging because I can't find anything else to do. Played tennis with Fuji and Ong today, had lunch with him at the Japanese Restaurant next to YCK tennis and squash centre. I swear the only thing that is nice over there is their Salmon Sushi. After that I headed over back to school to meet Phelan, been damn long since the 3 of us FBs have sat together and chatted. AHH! Damn pissed off...can't go clubbing, can't go drinking, exams are coming up and I've got to study and my damn attachments are starting on the 1st of September. Sucks big time. Anyway headed over to Godma's place in after leaving from school. Went for tea with her and Kimmy. Something damn funny happened. We went to this small cafe to eat. The waitress came over asked what we would like to drink. So me and my godma ordered just a normal Teh-O each but Kimmy wanted Seasons Ice Lemon Tea. The waitress said " no we don't have that." Then Kimmy asked for Coke. Waitress also said " no we also don't sell that." Then my godma got pretty pissed and asked sarcastically " SO...WHAT do you guys sell?" Waitress innocently asked "Anything,Whatever you want?". Mind you she was actually referring to the drinks called "Anything" and "Whatever" Could see that my godma misinterpreted this and thought the waitress was playing punk with her. Kimmy who understood the waitress said to my godma "I want anything." Godma boiled up and asked Kimmy to shut up thinking she was also playing punk with her and told the waitress to get her one Kopi-Siew Tai. I was over there laughing my ass off after the waitress left, my godma also scolded me asking what I was laughing at. I pointed at the "Anything" can on the counter to her and told her Kimmy did want the drink "Anything". She also started laughing her ass of after realizing her stupid misunderstanding of the waitress' words. Hahaha..anyway I'm heading to JB to do some grocery shopping with my mom tomorrow morning, don't know if I can wake up but what the hell...my mom will still wake me up to go. Oh by the way, was doing some dumb quizzes on facebook until I came across this line"To you: A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in you even when you are fooling everyone else." This is so very true, however only 1 person so far has been able to read me like a book..hahaha I feels like... A night sky without stars An ocean without waves A colorless world void of feelings. I drift through wave after wave of emptiness. My heart has no rhythm to beat, No life to pump through my veins. I have no words to speak, No thoughts to write down. I'm incomplete... posted on Wednesday, August 06, 2008 @ 8/06/2008 01:38:00 AM | back to the top.
私はエリザベス愛するposted on Tuesday, August 05, 2008 @ 8/05/2008 09:53:00 PM | back to the top.
Went to watch Money No Enough 2 yesterday night with the BoBs, Yi Liang and Andrew at Yishun Golden Village. First half of the show was DAMN BLOODY funny, being serious here..first time I have ever laughed watching a local movie especially one done by Jack Neo. The second half where they started going having trouble with their lives was quite sad, but I thought it was too exaggerated. I mean how can 1 family experience so much misfortune in such a short period of time? First Mark Lee had his bee pollen vitamins contain some chemicals and has the Singapore Health Authority close down his business, next thing his wife embezzles money to help him pay up the loan sharks and ends up in jail. Then Jack Neo, who was dabbling with property, investing in land and stocks, if what I read on the subtitles was right, his stock broker ran away with $450k of his money, and not even 10 seconds later, he received another call saying the clients who wanted to buy his land for $2 Million had stopped negotiations and canceled the deal. So in about 5 minutes of this scene, he lost a total of $2.45 Million...amazing! Soon after they were all in debt or bankrupt, their mother went senile, although for this part of the movie, I felt quite sympathetic towards the mother. The saddest scene was when they showed the grandmother crying at the gate of the Old Folks Home and Rayson Tan just dropped her off and literally ran from her. She was so distraught she collapsed and had a stroke. Next thing she was in the hospital in critical condition needed blood transfusion and the hospital's blood bank had run out of her type and only Jack Neo and his wife had to same blood type as her but the couldn't donate because he had liver problem and his wife was anaemic. What made the situation more dramatic...Jack Neo's daughter in the movie had a fatal car accident on the same night and also needed blood transfusion. And COINCIDENTLY, she had the same blood type as the Jack's mother. So there started the massive fight for the last packet of blood left in the whole hospital, and just at this point in time, the mother woke up from her deep sleep to see her children quarreling over who should be saved. She used her last bit of strength and pulled the plug on herself committing suicide. Yi Liang and Andrew were crying buckets of tears when this part was going on, I was just there looking around and found almost everyone around with tissues in their hands or wiping their tears on their sleeves and I thought to myself...I must be one heartless bastard to have not shed a single tear. But what the heck...it's just a movie. And yea...I still don't think a single family can experience so much misfortune over such a short time span. Anyway...Andrew came over my place to stay..played command and conquer kane's wrath till 4am then we went to sleep. Woke up at around 2 today, went to the bank to activate my frozen account so I'll have a bit more money to spend besides the pathetic allowance I got this month. Went to cut my hair as well...damn bloody short...I look like a kid with an army man's hairstyle...hahaha...but I've wanted something short for some time already. Tomorrow I'm playing tennis with "Wednesday"...basket..said he's gonna laugh at my hair tomorrow when he sees it. Okay I'm tired of writing already...that's all for today... Eyes of chocolate Sparkling bright, Slightly darker is the night. posted on Sunday, August 03, 2008 @ 8/03/2008 12:08:00 AM | back to the top.
hi...I'm back after a month's absence. Damn stressed over my projects which was why I was busy for almost the whole month of July. Imagine me not even having the time to visit my godma for like 3 weeks when before July I was practically there everyday. And after 3 weeks of slogging out day and night..I'm finally at the end of it all. MONDAY..the last day of presentation..perseverance! just 1 more day! Mao is back ah...damn stressed...almost go whacked today for coming home late...but Mao has cooled down...I guess my mom's miracle chill pill had a strong after effect. Came home he just said this to meMAO: "3 hours of sleep is enough for you?" Me: "yea...I'm quite used to it..sorry for coming home late yesterday" MAO: "Go to your room and sleep." And after I woke up..everything was back to normal...was having dinner and watching his usual wrestling with him while translating what the wrestlers were talking about to simpler english for him to understand. Supposed to have gone for midnight show now with my godbro...but tickets sold out. Bored. So yea..I'll be ending off with this...until next time... I hope for you to notice me Is too blind to see? What is it that's wrong with me? I do like you, in case you can't see I would never be untrue But what do i have to do? I only want to be with you Why does love make me so blue? You make me feel so unreal And then, there's a new deal It's almost like I don't exist Just like I was never missed I'm just like you I'm human, too But you'd rather have a John, or a Matthew Is it that I'm not enough for you? Please tell this is not true I dream of the day when you'll look my way And walk my way then I'll have something to say I know these words seems untrue But that's all I really want from you But for now, I'll walk away waiting for that day posted on Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @ 7/02/2008 01:29:00 AM | back to the top.
hahaha...today was Jotham's 20th birthday and boy was it a fun occasion. Went to Seoul Garden to eat...bloody hell...thought birthday boy was treating but yea...punished him for making us pay for ourselves...but cant blame him...Seoul Garden IS freaking expensive bill was about $300++ i think cause there was 14 of us. Anyway...just before leaving Seoul Garden after we all had cake, there was SOME left overs and we didn't want to bring it back so what did we do??? First xiao pang full nelsoned jotham so he couldn't move his arms..and then i came running with a spoon full of cake and just when i was about to rub it all over jotham's face...xiao pang lost hold and jotham broke free...the worst part about it..when he broke free from the hold...i got punched in the face..LOL...how pathetic...next attempt..Hong da, Ji, Xiao Pang and Fan grabbed Jotham and by all his fours so he couldn't run...i quickly dashed forward and rubbed the cake all over his face...REVENGE. Next thing we did...again the same 4 people grabbed jotham just outside of marina seoul garden...and i took the wasabi which hong da gave me...no idea where he got it from but nvm...i rubbed it into jotham's nose...mouth...all over his face...hahaha...damn fun! He kept spitting it and blowing it out at me though...then ji and all betrayed me..they let jotham go and he grabbed me and rubbed wasabi on my face as well. Then next prank we pulled on jotham...hong da boought these mini party pops and we all popped it in his shirt...hahaha. Next we asked seoul garden if they could sell us their eggs...they didn't but allowed us to take some...so 5 of us each grabbed 2 eggs...Jotham also had eggs with him...no idea how he got it but 1 of the 5 must have betrayed us..hahaha...but anyway...xiao pang took off his tee and ran towards jotham and pinned him to the floor...did some wrestling move which was damn funny...then we all smashed the eggs on jotham...hahahaha...rocks man! so he was all eggy and smelly...and jun kai said something to hong da which made hong da chase after him...bloody bugger jun kai ran for his life man...he just kept running and coming back which made everyone want to target him...then at the 4th attempt...darren or darrel...cant remember his name...ambushed him and grabbed him...jotham then pinned him to the floor and rubbed the leftover eggs whites which was all over the floor on jun kai...i swear it was the most dirtiest and funniest thing i've seen so far this year. After that xiao pang, me, bennedict and derrick took a cab back. And so in the midst of what was happening today...liz msged me...when i saw the msg i was quite surprised as well as happy..hahahaha..gosh..she told me she had a match today! and i MISSED it..gosh...sigh...but it was jotham's birthday...couldn't miss it as well...so sorry liz..sigh. Again another post of hers which says stuff that sounds that she has someone in mind already but even if there is...i'll fight for her...hahahaha... If it could be Just you and me I would make you happy Especially when you're feeling crappy We would take long walks On the beach But now it's just all talks This love is out of reach Though we live Far from each other We are friends like anyone could be maybe even sister and brother Walks in the park Hand in hand Walks on the beach Foot in sand SIGH............ posted on Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 6/21/2008 01:00:00 AM | back to the top.
Gosh...it's been a tiring week with all the various activities going on for me. Jia Juan stayed over at my place for 4 full days. Poor bugger looked so depressed and dejected. Guessed it's because he couldn't get the girl he was waiting 5 years for. Only thing I could do for him was keep him company the full 4 days and try to cheer him up. Brought him for movie, bowling, billiards..everything that could cheer him up I tried. Hope you feel better JJ. Alright, so Thursday and today(technically it's Sat already cause it's past 12am)I was doing my entrepreneurship project, made extremely little progress on Thursday because we had no mood to do anything though I did quite a fair bit myself, Jun Kai was playing with Jegan some lame game and accidentally switched off the computer so his work was not saved. Today was much better, finished more work though there is actually really a lot left to do. Then Liz messaged me to bring the DVDs I burnt for her today, so I went back home to get them and came back to school. Gosh...the things I would do for girls. Maybe it's because I just can't reject any requests from girls...it's been like that ever since primary school. Hmm..was sitting with her almost the whole time this evening just chatting and waiting for Fbuddy "Tuesday" Phelan Phua. I think now that she's THE most prettiest girl I've met so far in my life, her smile, her laugh, her eyes...everything about her seems so fine. Anyway...after dinner at Serangoon Gardens, I decided to take a bus back to AMK interchange, ended up taking the wrong bus and got lost at a godforsaken town called Punggol. Had to call Aunty Jane to come pick me up because I had no cash on me to take cab back and nor was there any train back. Gosh...and of all people to see in the car...it's Uncle Alan...scolded me all the way back to Yishun. Had supper with Kane near my place then I walked back with him and then here I am back at home. Trying out my dug up old webcam and using it now cause it seems like everyone i know is using one. Alright that's all for today, tomorrow is a day of sports for me...soccer at 8am and tennis later and probably a haircut if I am not too lazy..hahaAlright..I'll blog whenever I feel like blogging again. posted on Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 6/15/2008 05:22:00 AM | back to the top.
hahaha..i'm bloggin using my new phone..so excited i got this phone..sony ericsson G900..it's the best phone i've used my whole life so far..am actually at my god-bro's place now..but he's asleep..only jia juan and chao are here beside me playin some funny map on warcraft 3..hahaha..it's some fishing game and they're so excited about it..gosh..damn sad now..i think my laptop has got a virus.. now scanning..been laggy the past few days..think it's best if i reformat it. gosh..i can't understand why i keep forgetting to bring the japanese drama serials for liz..sigh so many things happenin that makes me unable to make my move for liz..first it's joezer..if he knew about what i feel for liz now..he would definitely be damn pissed with me man..then the thing i just found out is that she has someone in mind already..sad..no choice..guess i jus have to give up or wait ..alright it's almost 7 in the morning already..that's all for today's post..until next time..lol i just hope anyone who knows liz doesn't find out about this blog otherwise i'll be screwd..posted on Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 6/13/2008 12:08:00 AM | back to the top.
HAH...yest was my 19th birthday and it was smashing man! Went to MoS to club with the FBuddies, Elizabeth, Apple and Nich Soon. Went to zouk initially but the "WONDERFUL" bouncers over there forbid any more girls to get in and having 2 girls in our group...we couldnt just leave them behind right? Yes...so we made our way down to MoS. Opened a house pour bottle of rum and had coke and cranberry as the mixers. But before downing any of that...we each had 1 tequila shot. Phelan and I were going 1 for 1...whatever he drinks...I drink..so we just kept downing and downing alcohol..same for Fuji. We did some dancing after that at smoove and that was when I think I realised that I've fallen for Elizabeth...she's the girl whom I talked about in my last post...the girl my captain is going after. It may just be my own thinking but it's the second time since I've really found myself attracted to a girl. The first time was Ms.Chelsea which ended up bad. And now..Ahh..my gosh..if only she did not grab on to my hands yesterday then i probably wouldn't be like this now. And dancing with her just made me feel the most guilty I've ever felt my whole life..I like the girl my captain is going after and I am dancing with her now..how can I be doing this..this was what was going through my mind the whole time I was around her. Sigh...anyway..back to my party..We went back to Phelan's place at around 4.30am where I got the biggest surprise of my life...I was in Phelan's room when suddenly Fuji asked me to hurry down..I thought they were gonna do something TO me...not For me...they actually bought a LOVELY cake from NYDC which tasted FANTASTIC. 2 expensive cakes I had in a day and the 3rd for my birthday this year. And of course...a fantastic cake had to go with fantastic wine. I brought a bottle of iced wine from my place which was a 2004 vintage and boy was it smooth. The best wine I've had in a long long time. After that we played Mahjong till early morning like 8.30am. Never even won once..how bad was my luck man..hahaha..but nevermind. Went back to Phelan's room to get some sleep but I just couldn't...especially with Elizabeth sleeping over too. So I was taking periodical naps. All of us woke up around 12pm..hmm..something fun happened then which made me really happy..hahaha..shall not say what...but yea..then went to eat Wheelock to eat Sakae Sushi buffet, our table was the most quiet because we were all so dead tired and as Nich Soon would say...Shagged..hahaha. Went back to Yishun had to wait for like 3 hours before I could go to Aunty Jane's place. Sat down to chat with her a while...checked out pics from her Melbourne trip. Then here I am now...blogging..anyway...I'm tired...gonna have my Tom Yam cup noodles and head to watch Germany vs Croatia..hhahaha...Burning a hole in my heart I don't know where to start If you only knew I'd be happy, hoping for you to be my beau This I can't guarantee But when I look into thee Your sweet sparkling eyes I wonder if you're just being nice A day with you like yesterday Left me without words to say Just give me the chance Let's dance the last dance posted on Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ 6/07/2008 12:26:00 AM | back to the top.
This road I travel seems so long.Most times it feels I don’t belong. I don’t fit in most anywhere. I cannot and I must not share. This pain that is so deep inside Feels so unreal that I must hide. My history, the things I’ve done, Are a mystery shared with none. Who will love such a one as me And, like a dove help me to see The olive leaf...the hope it brings, However brief, of heart’s yearnings? Will joy at last come my way In whispered words here to stay? Perched like birds upon the bough? To my heart relief endow? Will joy stay, bringing sweet relief From actions past causing grief? Will the decay within my heart From past guilt cause joy to part? Like a torn quilt is thrown away, Unmendable, in disarray, I feel so unacceptable, In everyone's eyes disrespectable. Before your wisdom you impart, Do not judge nor accuse my heart. Disabuse your ill perception Before you spout my imperfection. Don't begrudge how far I’ve come. You just see what’s left undone, Not knowing where I have begun, Or all the battles I have won. I am unworthy of God’s great love So freely given from above. He is the One who has to set me free To be what I was made to be. I wish I can be forgiven. posted on Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 9/20/2007 09:55:00 PM | back to the top.
sigh...today was my first driving practical and i think that i've failed miserably. A lot of UNFORTUNATE things happened while i was driving. Ok let's start off with the first thing i had to do, which was moving the car back and forth, basically it's just switching to first gear to move forward then to reverse gear to move backwards. Simple stuff. Next I was asked to drive out on to the second lane of the road and not even thirty seconds into driving, i caused an engine stall at the pedestrian crossing. Few rounds around the circuit at the driving school and suddenly the worst thing that could happen to anyone driving for the first time in their lives happened. A motorcyclist also learning how to ride a bike was signalling right, so i slowed down to let him move off first, when BAM...he falls off his bike right in front of my car when it was moving. I got the shock of my life and emergency breaked immediately, gosh. Again before moving off i engine stalled. The average engine stalls i would've experienced the whole day would be at least 3 stalls for every round around the circuit made and each round took about 3 mins, so for the whole 1 hour of my driving pract i would've caused at least 40 engine stalls roughly...how bad is that. SHIT. LOL...but it was quite exciting all in all driving for the first time and i bet no one else would've experienced a first lesson of driving like i did today. HAHAHA...let's look foward to another day of driving tomorrow...let's hope it'll be better!Here's a few movie reviews of the latest movies I've watched:
There are more movies to watch so look out for more reviews when i'm done watching them. That's all I guess for today...Buaizz peeps posted on Friday, September 14, 2007 @ 9/14/2007 09:35:00 PM | back to the top.
WOWAWEEWAH...well look who's back and here i thought i said i wasn't going to blog anymore well what the heck. Last term was pretty bad but this term...it's all gonna get better cause i've realised something, life is not a bed of roses. Let's stop all the crappy emo shit that was going on and become...i have no idea. Ok...let's just live life to its fullest...do things we've never done before and never regret it...hahahaha. OK...forget all this nagging, it's the holidays now for me and tomorrow i am off for a splendid trip with all my BOBs, eh well at least 4 of them..i hope. LOL, so the plan is this..we'll be bunking at jj's place for the first night and then setting sail for our fishing trip on sunday then monday will be slack day with all the BOBs and tuesday it's back home. What a plan...couldn't live life any better than that...hahaha. Wednesday till Friday I'll have my driving lessons.So far it's been a 'fruitful' term break, watched a lot of DVDs, spent a hell lot of money on food and hibernating. Yes...just like a European Hedgehog or a Bear, i've been doing nothing much but sleeping and eating though exact hibernating is usually done in winter and the hibernating animal usually doesn't wake up for days or weeks on ends. Let's just leave it as that... Alright, I just wanted to check back into blogger to revive my god forsaken pathetic blog which has been left in the cold. So until next time...hahaha...you stay classy blog readers...erm...ok that don't seem quite right...Ron Burgundy uses it better...hahaha.. |
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