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A human with a severe lack of common sense, and powerfully apathetic towards his deficiency; To completely and utterly
screw something up so badly that it cannot be repaired. The result of sending in an idiot to deal with a burched situation;
a rick is another name for a short fat hairy apeman that nobody likes.
posted on Saturday, June 21, 2008 @ 6/21/2008 01:00:00 AM | back to the top.
Gosh...it's been a tiring week with all the various activities going on for me. Jia Juan stayed over at my place for 4 full days. Poor bugger looked so depressed and dejected. Guessed it's because he couldn't get the girl he was waiting 5 years for. Only thing I could do for him was keep him company the full 4 days and try to cheer him up. Brought him for movie, bowling, billiards..everything that could cheer him up I tried. Hope you feel better JJ. Alright, so Thursday and today(technically it's Sat already cause it's past 12am)I was doing my entrepreneurship project, made extremely little progress on Thursday because we had no mood to do anything though I did quite a fair bit myself, Jun Kai was playing with Jegan some lame game and accidentally switched off the computer so his work was not saved. Today was much better, finished more work though there is actually really a lot left to do. Then Liz messaged me to bring the DVDs I burnt for her today, so I went back home to get them and came back to school. Gosh...the things I would do for girls. Maybe it's because I just can't reject any requests from girls...it's been like that ever since primary school. Hmm..was sitting with her almost the whole time this evening just chatting and waiting for Fbuddy "Tuesday" Phelan Phua. I think now that she's THE most prettiest girl I've met so far in my life, her smile, her laugh, her eyes...everything about her seems so fine. Anyway...after dinner at Serangoon Gardens, I decided to take a bus back to AMK interchange, ended up taking the wrong bus and got lost at a godforsaken town called Punggol. Had to call Aunty Jane to come pick me up because I had no cash on me to take cab back and nor was there any train back. Gosh...and of all people to see in the car...it's Uncle Alan...scolded me all the way back to Yishun. Had supper with Kane near my place then I walked back with him and then here I am back at home. Trying out my dug up old webcam and using it now cause it seems like everyone i know is using one. Alright that's all for today, tomorrow is a day of sports for me...soccer at 8am and tennis later and probably a haircut if I am not too lazy..hahaAlright..I'll blog whenever I feel like blogging again.
posted on Sunday, June 15, 2008 @ 6/15/2008 05:22:00 AM | back to the top.
hahaha..i'm bloggin using my new phone..so excited i got this phone..sony ericsson G900..it's the best phone i've used my whole life so far..am actually at my god-bro's place now..but he's asleep..only jia juan and chao are here beside me playin some funny map on warcraft 3..hahaha..it's some fishing game and they're so excited about it..gosh..damn sad now..i think my laptop has got a virus.. now scanning..been laggy the past few days..think it's best if i reformat it. gosh..i can't understand why i keep forgetting to bring the japanese drama serials for liz..sigh so many things happenin that makes me unable to make my move for liz..first it's joezer..if he knew about what i feel for liz now..he would definitely be damn pissed with me man..then the thing i just found out is that she has someone in mind already..sad..no choice..guess i jus have to give up or wait ..alright it's almost 7 in the morning already..that's all for today's post..until next time..lol i just hope anyone who knows liz doesn't find out about this blog otherwise i'll be screwd..posted on Friday, June 13, 2008 @ 6/13/2008 12:08:00 AM | back to the top.
HAH...yest was my 19th birthday and it was smashing man! Went to MoS to club with the FBuddies, Elizabeth, Apple and Nich Soon. Went to zouk initially but the "WONDERFUL" bouncers over there forbid any more girls to get in and having 2 girls in our group...we couldnt just leave them behind right? Yes...so we made our way down to MoS. Opened a house pour bottle of rum and had coke and cranberry as the mixers. But before downing any of that...we each had 1 tequila shot. Phelan and I were going 1 for 1...whatever he drinks...I drink..so we just kept downing and downing alcohol..same for Fuji. We did some dancing after that at smoove and that was when I think I realised that I've fallen for Elizabeth...she's the girl whom I talked about in my last post...the girl my captain is going after. It may just be my own thinking but it's the second time since I've really found myself attracted to a girl. The first time was Ms.Chelsea which ended up bad. And now..Ahh..my gosh..if only she did not grab on to my hands yesterday then i probably wouldn't be like this now. And dancing with her just made me feel the most guilty I've ever felt my whole life..I like the girl my captain is going after and I am dancing with her now..how can I be doing this..this was what was going through my mind the whole time I was around her. Sigh...anyway..back to my party..We went back to Phelan's place at around 4.30am where I got the biggest surprise of my life...I was in Phelan's room when suddenly Fuji asked me to hurry down..I thought they were gonna do something TO me...not For me...they actually bought a LOVELY cake from NYDC which tasted FANTASTIC. 2 expensive cakes I had in a day and the 3rd for my birthday this year. And of course...a fantastic cake had to go with fantastic wine. I brought a bottle of iced wine from my place which was a 2004 vintage and boy was it smooth. The best wine I've had in a long long time. After that we played Mahjong till early morning like 8.30am. Never even won once..how bad was my luck man..hahaha..but nevermind. Went back to Phelan's room to get some sleep but I just couldn't...especially with Elizabeth sleeping over too. So I was taking periodical naps. All of us woke up around 12pm..hmm..something fun happened then which made me really happy..hahaha..shall not say what...but yea..then went to eat Wheelock to eat Sakae Sushi buffet, our table was the most quiet because we were all so dead tired and as Nich Soon would say...Shagged..hahaha. Went back to Yishun had to wait for like 3 hours before I could go to Aunty Jane's place. Sat down to chat with her a while...checked out pics from her Melbourne trip. Then here I am now...blogging..anyway...I'm tired...gonna have my Tom Yam cup noodles and head to watch Germany vs Croatia..hhahaha...Burning a hole in my heart
I don't know where to start
If you only knew
I'd be happy, hoping for you to be my beau
This I can't guarantee
But when I look into thee
Your sweet sparkling eyes
I wonder if you're just being nice
A day with you like yesterday
Left me without words to say
Just give me the chance
Let's dance the last dance
posted on Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ 6/07/2008 12:26:00 AM | back to the top.
This road I travel seems so long.Most times it feels I don’t belong.
I don’t fit in most anywhere.
I cannot and I must not share.
This pain that is so deep inside
Feels so unreal that I must hide.
My history, the things I’ve done,
Are a mystery shared with none.
Who will love such a one as me
And, like a dove help me to see
The olive leaf...the hope it brings,
However brief, of heart’s yearnings?
Will joy at last come my way
In whispered words here to stay?
Perched like birds upon the bough?
To my heart relief endow?
Will joy stay, bringing sweet relief
From actions past causing grief?
Will the decay within my heart
From past guilt cause joy to part?
Like a torn quilt is thrown away,
Unmendable, in disarray,
I feel so unacceptable,
In everyone's eyes disrespectable.
Before your wisdom you impart,
Do not judge nor accuse my heart.
Disabuse your ill perception
Before you spout my imperfection.
Don't begrudge how far I’ve come.
You just see what’s left undone,
Not knowing where I have begun,
Or all the battles I have won.
I am unworthy of God’s great love
So freely given from above.
He is the One who has to set me free
To be what I was made to be.
I wish I can be forgiven.