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A human with a severe lack of common sense, and powerfully apathetic towards his deficiency; To completely and utterly
screw something up so badly that it cannot be repaired. The result of sending in an idiot to deal with a burched situation;
a rick is another name for a short fat hairy apeman that nobody likes.
posted on Friday, June 10, 2011 @ 6/10/2011 04:54:00 PM | back to the top.
Your feelings really hit me. I know we only have a little time left but that's exactly why I want to spend our time together like we always do. Like any other day. I want to believe that it's not something special to signify the end but instead that it's not the ending. So let's make a promise, that this is not the end of everything, but just the beginning once again. If you'd ask me truthfully if I wanted to let go then my answer would of course be no. If you ask me whether I'll be fine with you not around any more, of course I won't be. I made a promise to myself not to let you out of my sight. I may not have anyone left whom I'll really love and that might be a sad thing for me, but cause I know that we cannot be with each due to certain reasons and not because we don't love each other that's something that consoles me. I will wait...keep on waiting because I know that one day will come where I can ask for your hand and there will be no one else who could object to it.posted on @ 6/10/2011 10:29:00 AM | back to the top.
15 Things I do that remind me of you
1) Waking up in the morning
I remember how such a brat you are especially when you have to wake up early. You throw little spoilt princess tantrums and start stomping the floor.
2) Brushing my teeth
I remember how you can just find a toothbrush somewhere in your room then take toothpaste and brush your teeth IN bed with your eyes still closed.
3) Bathing
Every time I wash my little 'me' I see the scar there and remember the little mishap we had that one day.
4) Going to 7-11
I remember your favourite instant cup noodles, spicy oyster flavoured after which you must definitely get a flavoured drink and some sweets (e.g. Chupa Chups)
5) Using the computer
I remember how you can spend the longest time doing your work, trying to find solutions to help you finish your work faster instead of finishing your work sometimes not even while finding the solutions you start working on other trivial yet life or death matter to you tasks which can actually be done in your free time.
6) Using my iPhone
I remember how you can squat anywhere for the longest time and just play games on your iPhone
7) Walking up/down the stairs
I remember the times we would sit by the flight of stairs near your house and smoke, I remember slipping a couple of times, you did too and I remember having to piggy back you 5 floors down on one of the days.
8) Super glue
I remember the time you tried to fix back the iPhone cover I bought for you and ended up making a mess getting super glue all over your hands.
9) Writing my poems
I remember how you made fun of me when I first said that I was gonna try and publish my own book. While writing I remember how you start coming up with hilariously lame rhymes and raps.
10) Listening to Music
I remember how you always have a song of the week and we'd spend the whole time just listening to the same song repeatedly in your car with you singing it at the top of your voice.
11) Clubbing
I remember every single time I met you, the first time on the dance floor where you shuffled at Soul, you looked like a goddess. Testing my memory when you gave me your number. Shirley Temple the only thing you'd always want to drink.
12) Eating McDonalds
Having McSpicy with you for almost every meal was the most enjoyable thing ever. Scolding me for finishing up your drink, for leaving just the bread and no chicken for you and especially for not finishing my food.
13) Going up a lift
I remember how you'd always start looking for your house keys and the infamous question of yours "Where did i put my house keys?" which would be followed by "You took it.." when I never even touched your keys but it made me laugh.
14) Watching a movie
I'll always remember, the first movie we watched together, Arthur. You were very late for it, and I was waiting with a McSpicy and Nuggets, you came looking so scared, afraid that I'd scold you for being late and you apologised so sadly but you saw me smiling and asked "you're not angry?" And I replied you "You still made it for the movie right so why should I be angry?" Movies we watched together - Arthur, A Chinese Ghost Story, Water for Elephants, Priest
15) Sleeping
I'll always remember how you'd always tuck your legs in between mine. How your head just rests against my chest and on top of my right arm. The fragrance of your hair, your long beautiful lashes, the moles on your right cheek and chin, the deep breaths you take when you sleep, how you suddenly grab my hand and hug it while you're asleep.
When You feel alone just look at the spaces between your fingers and remember that in those spaces you can see my fingers locked with yours forever, be the wonder woman that you are inside of you so smile..cause that one smile of yours gives me a thousand butterflies in my stomach.
Your smile was always the brightest beam of light
That seemed to shoot across those blackened skies
Each and every painful night
Your eyes always seemed to have a mesmerizing shine
That twinkled in sync with the Heaven's
And wont seem to leave my mind
Today is a gift, that's why it's called present
Your voice still echoes lively, even without your essence
Our mistakes, of the past, will never be remade
And I can see so clearly now, but then the light starts to fade
Begging never suited my taste, nor, I know, did stealing
As well, I can't let all your efforts go to waste
So, to leave you now, I am most unwilling..
Leaving you is the hardest thing I've had to do,
But I know that I have too.
So I'll say goodbye, and I'll walk away,
There's silence, nothing left to say,
I'll love you, each day without you more and more,