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posted on Thursday, May 19, 2011 @ 5/19/2011 12:09:00 AM | back to the top.
You'll be my girl forever, that is if you are a believer My love for you will never end, I yearn to be more than just a friend Someday I'll see you when I turn, I'm not over you yet, that's what I'll learn I'll try to convince myself that I AM over you, Oh how I wished you loved me too Back to the friendly past, where hopefully it will last At least longer then before, but then again what more can I ask Yes, it was the worse day of my life, Wishing if would last till you were my beloved wife You'd be part of a dream which would come true, Instead now it's just become a memory of you I still believe in the same destiny, That you and I were meant to be My witnesses are the stars from above, In our next lives again we will love posted on Wednesday, May 18, 2011 @ 5/18/2011 01:34:00 AM | back to the top.
I think I'm going crazy...I can't stop thinking about you for even a sec....I keep looking at my phone to see if I missed any of your calls or text messages. I keep logging into the pokerist to check if you're online just so I could talk to you. I haven't heard much from you all day and it feels like something is piercing my heart. I almost went into hyper ventilation when I heard you had to tell me something and that you had to clear your mind first before saying anything to me. I want to see you so badly...I feel like a lost soul wandering aimlessly...lost of any sense of direction...lost in everything.....I'm having insomnia...been waking up every 2 or 3 hours because of weird dreams...just this afternoon I had a dream that I wish would never come true...I had a dream that you sent me an sms...with just these words " Do you know you are the sweetest guy ever to me...I'm so grateful to you for showing me the love and concern when no one else would..."I woke up in tears....so scared that it was real...I don't want it to happen. My heart keeps thumping so rapidly. I miss you so much....a day without seeing you is a torture. I wouldn't have gone to Zouk had it not been for your sms "hmmmm....I think I most probably will head down later as well." I wanted to see you so badly....it's not an excuse to club...it's not a reason either....I just pure heartedly wanted to see you that badly. Please please please....don't tell me that you're leaving me posted on Saturday, May 14, 2011 @ 5/14/2011 09:11:00 PM | back to the top.
How I long to hear your sweet voice The soft sexy way in which you speak to me To have shivers run through my body Just the way that I know they would How I long to feel your heart beating Feel it beating when I lay my head down to it Knowing that it beats so fast and strong Just knowing it does because of me How I long to smell your breath The swirl of your breath as your lips touch mine Your breathing labored and sweet and the essence Of your longing filling my mine with wanting you How I long for your warm soft touch The touch I have longed for in my dreams Of fingertips slowly stroking my body Touches that I will be screaming for more of How I long for the taste of you Just once, just so I can survive This life, knowing what it was like Just once ....just once |
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