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posted on Saturday, June 07, 2008 @ 6/07/2008 12:26:00 AM | back to the top.
This road I travel seems so long.
Most times it feels I don’t belong.
I don’t fit in most anywhere.
I cannot and I must not share.

This pain that is so deep inside
Feels so unreal that I must hide.
My history, the things I’ve done,
Are a mystery shared with none.

Who will love such a one as me
And, like a dove help me to see
The olive leaf...the hope it brings,
However brief, of heart’s yearnings?

Will joy at last come my way
In whispered words here to stay?
Perched like birds upon the bough?
To my heart relief endow?

Will joy stay, bringing sweet relief
From actions past causing grief?
Will the decay within my heart
From past guilt cause joy to part?

Like a torn quilt is thrown away,
Unmendable, in disarray,
I feel so unacceptable,
In everyone's eyes disrespectable.

Before your wisdom you impart,
Do not judge nor accuse my heart.
Disabuse your ill perception
Before you spout my imperfection.

Don't begrudge how far I’ve come.
You just see what’s left undone,
Not knowing where I have begun,
Or all the battles I have won.

I am unworthy of God’s great love
So freely given from above.
He is the One who has to set me free
To be what I was made to be.

I wish I can be forgiven.

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